Is this you?
People dont see their system embodiment just how systems victimise them personally
ask yourself am i here for true collective liberation?
or am i here for myself?
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December Remember
My fave month is here My grief is heavy month My want to forget lots of stuff month My want to remember bits of joy month Get reminded of bitter sweet things month The countdown to possible parole month Bye Dad month Few near death experiences month My try to
While sleigh bells ring, here the sun stings
Snow Snow on branches Buildings in the background Then suddenly I was thinking of a child i knew The summer heat was causing sensory overload Summers here do that No relief could be found Until i pulled that photo out And we imagined being surrounded by snow We sat in
When familiar becomes offensive to self
You know the feeling of wearing shoes and the rubbing on your heels and you can tolerate it to a degree til you take them off and try and put them back on again and its intolerable? This is like healing You grow from past situations or cycles And find
Fear
Its not that i am not scared Its not that i am not terrified Its not that im not future avoidant Its simply that i got tired Of being scared Of Being terrified Of Not even attempting future plan making And that being my whole existence How to stop any