What character do you play
In shames theatre of disarray?
What part of the manuscript
Do you perform the benefit?
How many monotonous takes and mistakes and remakes
Until that mask finally breaks?
And when that masks breaks
Which direction will you run?
Will you take the road less travelled
The winding road back to you?
are you coming home?
My fave month is here My grief is heavy month My want to forget lots of stuff month My want to remember bits of joy month Get reminded of bitter sweet things month The countdown to possible parole month Bye Dad month Few near death experiences month My try to
Snow Snow on branches Buildings in the background Then suddenly I was thinking of a child i knew The summer heat was causing sensory overload Summers here do that No relief could be found Until i pulled that photo out And we imagined being surrounded by snow We sat in
You know the feeling of wearing shoes and the rubbing on your heels and you can tolerate it to a degree til you take them off and try and put them back on again and its intolerable? This is like healing You grow from past situations or cycles And find
Its not that i am not scared Its not that i am not terrified Its not that im not future avoidant Its simply that i got tired Of being scared Of Being terrified Of Not even attempting future plan making And that being my whole existence How to stop any